Emo

Driving,
I have no emotion,
I have no thought,
I'm totally blank.

It's Friday night,
Suppose to be a crazy party night,
But well...

I went for dinner with my friend,
They just finish their exam.
Well, they were talking about their exam,
And I feel sorry for myself.

I don't accomplish anything this holiday,
Not a page from my reference book,
Which I promises myself before holiday.

Guys,
I'm having fun with you all,
So happy that I barely remember I'm doing form 6.

Who am I?

I have a dream,
A dream which require hard work and determination to achieve,
But today,
I'm doing nothing.

I have to face it,
Face the fact,
I'm not doing well this exam,
I had failed myself once,
Once is too much!

No more failure.

Giving up

This is my third time, telling the upper 6,
Don't pit me on top of the committee list for rovers.

Who will do that?

If I'm not facing the exam of my life time,
I won't do that.
I mean, tough your heart, everyone enjoys being a king right?

Well, not this time.

My sister once told me,
In order to achieve my final destination,
I must give up something,
Something that I want.

Our main reason of studying form 6 is to get four A's in STPM.
Which everyone knows, it's not easy at all.
My main reason of studying form 6 is to enter UM accountancy.
Which is very difficult.

I have to stop some activities,
I'm getting too busy recently.
Sometimes, it's hard to find myself some private time.

Hope that everything's turning well soon.