Last day of 2011

I just read my friend's year agenda.
So I decided to make myself one :)

What I have done in 2011?

Jan--- wondering what should I do, Singapore trip
Feb--- start to work as an auditor, and started my gym training, went to kl for work
Mac--- stop working and wondering around
Apr--- best trip in my life, went to London and Paris
May--- school reopen, decide to study in MBS
Jun--- started my life in MBS
July--- AGM for traffic warden and my life become busier
Aug--- preparation for rovers training camp and traffic warden farewell
Sept--- rovers training camp
Oct--- year end exam and rover AGM
Nov--- making some changes in traffic warden, had my first accident, traffic warden outing
Dec--- school car park painting, year end trip to Hong Kong and China.

So that's my year.

Best friend of the year, Boon How
Best group of the year, Untahanable
Most busiest society of the year, traffic warden
Best present of the year, iPad 2
Artwork of the year, the untahanable MV


Honestly,
I really appreciate this year,
Everything goes well as I like.

I wish all the best in 2012, same to everyone here :)

UNTAHANABLE - 少年 .mov

Treat; sound of regret

well, i just talk to my daddy during a ride from airport.

this is the first time having face to face conversation since the accident.

he talk with a very serious and bossy tone (he is a boss anyway)

he say he dint aspect me to be so daring to drive out of Penang.

well, he guest I'm dating with my girlfriend (which unfortunately i don't have a gf)

then he ask my why travel.

here comes the stupid part.

i told him the truth (which i found myself stupid).

i say,

i am number one in class,

so, my friend asked me to treat them.

and my dad say something like: who dare to force you to treat them?

then i continue.

well, even my class teacher also pity me.

my classmate are so not letting me go.

so, i dare them to plan a trip.

if the trip is successful, then i will treat them,

which in fact,

they failed to organize a trip inside Penang last time,

and i bag they won't make it this time.

But, they successfully organized the trip and who knows,

its an outstation trip!

so i have to go.

my father kept silence.

after awhile,

he sounds angry.

he told me his friend lost his very own child on that very place.

and he was angry to know I'm going there.

then he reach his destination.

i turn my car around and left with silence.

i was thinking.

deeply thinking.

'who dare to force you to treat them'

i keep hearing it in my mind on my way home.

then i realize,

i'm indirectly using my parents money to treat them.

they work hard to earn those money,

and I'm wasting it.

although its a sharing of joy and happiness in the beginning,

but who says i have to share my joy by using money?

why am i so stupid?

why am i wasting my parents money?

this dose not make any sense!

I'm wrong, i am so wrong!

besides, i don't even want to go at the first place!

because i know, to me,

this trip was nothing but buying joy for my friends,

and in fact, i'm facing financial problems and i have only RM178 in hand when i depart!

i can avoid this accident!

well, if you were still reading,

i want you to know,

i'm not angry with you.
we are still good friend

but next time, please don't ask me to treat.

you may say I'm a stingy person,

but I'm not capable of earning money now,

thus, i should not simply spend money to entertain anyone.

KESERDEHANAAN

i make myself clear.
:)

意外

就从考完试说起吧。

这次我又得了班上第一名，
班上的同学要我请吃一顿。
没办法之下，我便开了一个条件：
只要在假期，你们做得成一日游，
我便请客。

这是自己找来的吧。

果然，经过多日的策划，
他们成功约到了人出游，
唉，即使我想放飞机都逃不掉了！

就这样，在一个晴空万里的下午，
我们分头坐两辆车开往怡保。
而一向来不喜欢坐人的车我，当然是其中一位司机。

我们在沿途中有说有笑，
由于这是我第一次驾车到那么远的地方，
自然紧张些，
我向来驾车都紧握方向盘，
朋友们看了都觉得有些好笑，
安慰我放松些。
我没听他们的，
就这样紧握了一个小时半。

驾着驾着，
下起了绵绵细雨。
当时我们在山区有些危险，
前边拐弯处正在修路。
我看见一辆巴士从旁边割出来，
我变慢下我的车来。

可怕的事来了。
忽然，我听到了刹车的声音，
我看向我的望后镜，
在那刹那间，可怕的事情就要发生了！
我的潜意识让我扫瞄四周的出路，
我看不到希望。

一秒一秒地在倒数，
一秒一秒地接近。


我看见我朋友的车从后边来，
看见了来不及刹车的它，
看见了飞驰着的巨铁。

空了

一个巨大的碰撞。
一个无形力量。

飞了

我的椅子飞了，
我的光碟飞了，
我的雨伞飞了，
我的钥匙飞了。

我整辆车猛撞向前，
我的车边撞响了还没过完的巴士，
摸查到了我跟它的车身。

我第一个反应是气，
我无法控制自己，
为什么是我！

我无法解决，
为什么是我！

我害怕，
我愤怒，
为什么是我！

我臭骂了我的朋友一顿，
臭骂他为什么驾得那么快！

我朋友提醒我，
叫我驾到一边停下来，
我开始清醒，
跟着他的指示，
停了下来。

车边

车边

有人都跑了过去另一辆车，
看看对方有没有事。
车上的几位下呆了，
下了车不知道要怎样。

忽然我想起坐在那辆车的是我朋友！
天啊！
他们有没有事！

我吩咐我身边的朋友过去看看，
他们当然没等我说完也很主动跑了过去，
而我则留了下来，
照顾车上的相机、钱包、背包等。

我这辆车没什么事，
只有闪到腰等，
不见血。

我朋友的车呢，
较严重些，
一个朋友撞到了牙齿，而且脸上还有些淤青。

不久，拖车等当局负着人陆续到来。
谈了一会儿，便把车驾到附近的小镇。
而另三位朋友则被送到医院。
路途中讨论如何写口供，还有说有笑呢！

在镇里的警察局录了口供，
解决了保险问题，
没法之下，
把车留在镇里。

录完口供，
我打给我爸妈报平安。
爸爸还好，只是语气有点无奈，
妈妈骂了我一两句，也没什么。

可怜的是我朋友，
把责任扛到完，
受到家长的挨骂。

我朋友的父亲的朋友真好，
大老远从槟城驾到 Kuala Kangsar来在我们。

我们在警局里等到九点左右，
他们才抵达。
说着说着，他告诉我们其实我是可以把车驾回槟城的，
无奈，无法，
只好把车放在哪里，
乘他的车回家了。

至于司机和另两位朋友，
由于司机男朋友住在怡保，
他联络了她男朋友后，
决定到怡保一趟，
再从那里搭巴士回家。

就这样，
一路回家一直讨论刚才的事，
有人说我们还差五分钟就到达目的地了！
唉，
竟然遇上了车祸。

不过还真要感谢上天保佑我们，
感谢佛陀、菩萨、神先的保佑。
让我们平平安安回家。

回到家都晚上十一点多了。

一到家，先跟我妈妈说故事，
在跟我婆婆说，
在通电话跟我姐姐说，
说出我心里的恐惧，
说出我脑里的回忆，
好让我今晚好睡些。

车尾

车尾

在这里附上一些我车的照片，
可怕吧！