Where to go?

Relationship. Love.

I don't know why these two words came into my mind tonight. I'm not watching any drama tonight, I'm not discussing about this topic with my friends tonight, but why these two words couldn't get out of my mind?

A busy mind i have. and I never thought that I'll have time for that. Maybe the hunger games had just came to an end, and I'm actually having a relaxing day after six weeks of battle. An empty mind is a devil's workshop. 

Sad but yes, a relationship to me, is a crime. At least for the time being.

I never had a real relationship. Ever. The friendship that came close to this status was years behind. Friendship? yes, not a relationship. It's simple, i guess. because i still have my first kiss with me.

I wouldn't mind getting into a relationship, seriously. Only if time allows me to. In fact, maybe I watched great dramas too much, the whole idea of a relationship, to me, is to walk my soul mate back home after a cocktail party; to spend silent moments together, allowing music to do the talking; to have a simple vacation, sharing every joyful moment; bothering about what to get for her when her birthday is arriving; go kayaking with her, spending an eternal lifetime in this picturesque lake; and being able to spend nights under the stars together.

#prayforMH370

I've been travelling with Malaysia Airline, and basically I'm quite satisfied with the service.

I'm supposed to travel back to UUM that Saturday, but because I was too tired to drive, I skipped my ko-k and stayed in Penang for an extra day.

I was really shock when the news came out, MH370 was missing?

It bugged me the whole day. I decided to do something. I cold called a few malls to get permission to do a flash mob, but sadly I couldn't get the permission. Together with my sister, we did a candle light flash mob event at gurney drive.

I set up two big card board, one with information about the news, another one is for by passer to sign on it.

Shortly after I set up the card boards, people started to sign on it.

After i came back from dinner, few signs were added. Two kids 'volunteered' to be the maintenance team because the sticky notes i provided is not sticky enough, two of the kids keep on sticking those sticky notes which dropped back on the board. A random by passer used the wax from the candle to stick the sticky notes and I find that it is a good idea, so i put wax on those dropped notes to make sure that they stick on the board.

It is really touching to see people sending their prayers to the victims. I was enjoying every moment with my sister looking at those random by passer to put their prayers on the board. Deep inside, we wish that the victims will receive our prayers as well, regardless of religion and believes. We Care.

Love and unity was shown that night.

The election

I have so many things in my mind I just couldn't stop thinking about it.

I was running for VP of iGIP recently. Passed the VoC with 81% votes and went through this interview like half an hour ago.
I was not performing well during the interview. I was thinking, what if I failed the interview? Am I going for the second round? Will I still be motivated to do all that? Seriously, I don't know. I don't want to stop my journey in AIESEC just like that, but I also dont want to do everything all over again. How frustrating it is to start from zero? I can as well give up and enjoy my holiday! I can go Europe this coming break for two months, I can plan another trip on October, I can enjoy my Himalaya trip on February next year and I can do so much more!
You see, when i go for something, I put a lot of effort to make sure I got it done, and I expect equal return from my investment. I was in the national hunger games, and I was the top performer for 4 continuous weeks. When I bring my troop out for competition, I make sure I get the champion back.
How demotivating it is to fail the election when you have basically neglected your study, putting so much effort and money and time into this hunger game, and basically forget what is the taste of break and holiday.