Dan Brown!

Oh my god!

I suddenly feel like i want to study History and Symbol!

I love you Dan Brown!

Friends

No matter what or how,

i'm still your friend.

Thats what i got for so many years.

nothing materialistic.

Investing myself in activity, hoping to bring something away.

Look! Do you see?

Many people don't know what they want,
Neither do I.

I use to be a leader,
Leading a team for competition.
All I know is about winning.
Everything's about winning.
Am I right?

Now I see.
I had won nothing.

They say, and I used to say,
We fight for this battle,
We fight for victory,
We try hard and we push ourself hard,
No matter we win or lose,
At least we have our memory.

I try to convince them with this,
I try to convince myself with this.

But what I get now,
Nothing.

I though I can bring my victory along with me,
I though I can bring good memories along with me,
I though I can bring my achievements along with me,
But I was wrong.

I bring nothing with me.

I have to start all over again in form 6.
No matter in HEHS or MBS,
I can't bring along my glory history with me,
The school won't let me to.

I though I still have nice memories,
No.

I have no beautiful memories that you once promise me, that I once promise myself.
All I remember...
I push them hard,
I scolded them when they were wrong,
I make them run, push up of sit up.
I make myself busy and bad temper,
Forcing my adrenaline all over my body,
Raging all the time,
Making people feel sorry,
Making myself regret forever.
No beautiful memories.
The bad one always overcome the good one.

I called myself childish when I think of all this.
I invest all my time and energy,
And I bring nothing away.
Childish because I'm so obsess to it.

I checked the university application form last time.
I though There won't be a problem applying it,
As I hold position in every activity I joined.

Wrong.

Drama is just a part, I fill in- ajk
Prefect board is another part, categorize under club if I'm not wrong -ajk.
So, I have two ajk under one category.

Scout for uniform bodies - nothing although I hold a ajk position,
Because all they ask is, what ranking you are?
Which exam you had finish?
Shit!
And for sport? Nothing.

So what about the achievement?
They never ask.
Even if they ask,
I have nothing to put,
As school only allows form6 student to put their achievements in form 5 and form 6.
And all the effort I had put in during form 1 until form 4 is nothing.

So,
What els I have?
Tell me.

Epilog

Well, the trip is over,

and every things back to normal.

This Eadid's homecoming is different from Si Tenggang's one,

we should change!

To be more educated! More civilize! More manners!

Its time to change,

and i'm changing.

To learn the right things from them,

throw away the lousy bad tradition and be more civilize!

Penang is a good place,

if we can change more,

it would be better.

Education and arts,

it changes people.

My trip to Europe is over,

its already half a month since i'm back,

recalling those memory...

A wonderful memory...

I promise myself i will go back!

And i will work hard to make it become a reality.

Not far away from now...

7-4

We were sitting on the chair,

Which we paid extra money for it,

But I feel so uncomfortable!

The man sit next to me is so huge!

He kept putting his hand over to my place,

I can't sleep at all!

His head even laying on my seat when he's asleep.

I dint enjoy my journey back.

14 hours flight.

Imagine that,

How long can you hold?

We landed in lcct.

It was cloudy.

Hot and humid.

I feel do uncomfortable,

So not use to it!

Compare to Europe,

The cool breeze,

Oh, I wish I live in London!

And the people here,

Asian...

Why!

It's so unfair!

European looks so handsome!

Blond hair, colorful eyes, tall and strong...

Asian,

I have to say, ugly.

The worse thing is,

When I collect my baggage,

I saw a few people,

Obviously, from Indonesia or Vietnam that kind of country,

Well,

Not educated,

Rush to the London-kl terminal to collect their baggage.

Can't they read?

Why! Tell me why!

I can't accept it!

Why so unfair to us,

Asian...

I waited for hours in the airport,

about four to five hours,

doing nothing...

My dad took my ipad away,

well,

time wasted.

Finally,

the flight postponed due to the heavy rain.

AirAsia...

A 45 minutes flight from KL to Penang,

and i'm finally home.

Its about 7pm.

6-4

It's late in the morning,

And they were still in bed!

I woke them,

And waited the to depart for hours.

They pack their luggage again?

Girls...

~Grand plaza hotel (i took from the internet, as we had no time to take any photo)~

Hay, faster! I don't want to stay in the hotel,

I want to go out!

It's the last day of our trip!

And I don't want to miss it!

We took out breakfast in our room, (we cooked it)

And finally,

We depart.

Its already 11 in the morning...

~I bought a shirt there (took from internet)~

We went to the famous Oxford circus,

As other tourist spots were far away.

High street again!

Although it's Wednesday,

But it's busy over there.

They never work?

We shop along...

And suddenly I remember something.

I need an iPad!

As my father took my iPad home,

I have to buy another iPad!

That's my father's order.

We search for the apple store nearby,

And I queued for buying iPad 2.

Unfortunately,

I dint ordered it.

To buy the iPad 2, we have to order in the Internet.

I did it in the first day in London.

But I think I made a mistake,

I think I dint successfully ordered the iPad...

So too bad,

I dint get a chance to lie my hand on the latest iPad 2!

~Apple store, i want ipad 2! (from internet)~

We took our lunch nearby,

In a restaurant named the scottish steak house.

It's my last meal in Europe for this trip...

Felt so reluctant...

After finishing our meal,

We took the underground back,

As we were kind of late...

We took our baggage and check out,

Rushing to the nearby underground.

Liverpool street station,

We are back...

So reluctant!

London, I will be back one day,

And that day won't be long, I promise my self!

We were kind of late,

Good thing we dint miss the train to stansted airport.

Unfortunately,

Due to the maintenance along the track,

We keep stopping along our journey,

It took us more then 1 hour to reach the airport,

And the check in time was going to end!

We ran across the airport!

The luggage that my mum was holding kept stuck,

So I took it from her, and asked her to run to the check in counter!

I'm holding a 23 kg luggage running across the airport!

Imagine that!

But good thing we make it before it close.

After checking in,

We farewell to my sister.

She is taking another flight to Glasgow.

So reluctant,

Reluctant to my sister, to London, to Paris, and to Europe...

And finally we took off...

Looking back to London from the sky...

I will come back,

Won't be long.

5-4

I'm leaving Paris.

Feel so bad!

I will be back paris!

But...

I don't know when...

We took some bread is the station,

And board the eurostar back to London.

I dint sleep well during the journey,

And I found out what I had miss during the journey to Paris five days earlier.

It's beautiful!

The outskirts of Paris is beautiful!

Wide landscape with blue sky and white clouds...

Everything's so fake!

A 2 hour and 45 minutes journey, and we are back to London.

We took a cab, as our luggages were heavier then ever.

It's a four star hotel, named grand plaza hotel.

It's like a maze,

Corridor in every direction,

I almost get lost!

It's a big room for three,

Inside the room,

First, a corridor, with two doors,

One door led to a room with a kitchen and the another door led to a master bed room style with a bathroom.

Although the master-bed room is small (I mean, really small compare to the room with a kitchen)

But it looks comfortable.

I'm definitely the one sleeping in the room with kitchen,

Well look at the bright side,

I have my own privacy and I can sleep in a queen size bed...

After leaving our luggages,

We depart to saint Pauls,

Where prince William's marriage will be held.

~Saint Pauls (from internet)~

Unfortunately,

It requires around 20 pounds to enter the church.

It's too expensive,

So we dint enter it.

We walk around,

As there were shops along,

I bought a white coat.

Going to wear it tonight.

Then, we went back to our hotel,

Getting ready for tonight's musical,

The phantom of the opera.

~The Phantom of The Opera poster~

I'm so shy,

Because it seems like I'm the only one in white in the street...

Due to the time,

We cancel our pre theater dinner and bought some instant spaghetti for dinner.

~Thats why i'm shy, never wear like that before~

And, the show begin.

A musical that I will never forget,

The music is nice,

And the singer is so potential!

I enjoyed it!

It's a must for visitor all over the world,

You must go and watch it!

It's a play which is still playing since twenty years ago!