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Tuesday, March 15, 2011

A Turning Point

My father finally came back from HK yesterday.
I just had a serious talk with him.
About which school should i go.
I told him i had decided to go MBS.
Thanks to Boon How, giving me this impulse, deciding which school i should go.

But the moment my father know i want to go MBS,
He looks annoyed.
He's one of the member in the board of director of HEHS.
He told me:

HEHS gave you this chance to study in this school when no one wanted you,
HEHS raised you up when you were no body,
HEHS even build a whole new six-form building,
waiting you to use it!

I doubt my self making that decision,
i felt horrible!
But in that very moment,
my mum refute my father,
using some stupid rules of HEHS to support me,
and i gain back my strength for making this decision!

Well, Teh Hooi Bin played an important role!
I told my father about her:

What i did, is forever wrong!
And, even things i had never done,
she claims that i did it!
My senior lost the hall key,
i was just trying to help out,
i dint even hold the key!
and at the end,
MY WRONG!
Not that i want a stupid post in form6,
but its so important for student when applying university!
And i am very sure, i wont get a proper post from HEHS drama club,
I DONT WANT TO WASTE MY TIME DOING JOB THAT IS NOT NECESSARY TO ME!
And for another two uniform-bodies,
i know that i will be holding AJK post for my form6,
because i had spend my entire high school life on drama!
You know, some time i doubt that whether i am right or not to spend all my time in drama!
Well, at least i can give a try to get higher post in MBS,
its whole new to me!

My father kept silence.

Finally i cant stand the silence any more.
Since he dint agree,
there's no use continue talking.
i stood up and told my father:

You are not giving me reply,
i dont want to talk about this any more!
i am going up.

Then, he agreed!
That moment, i realize that theres no turning back for me.

Thanks to Boon How, my friend who gave me impulse,
Teh Hooi Bin, who gave me reason,
and finally,
HEHS, because i am seeking forgiveness from this school.

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