A Turning Point

My father finally came back from HK yesterday.

I just had a serious talk with him.

About which school should i go.

I told him i had decided to go MBS.

Thanks to Boon How, giving me this impulse, deciding which school i should go.

But the moment my father know i want to go MBS,

He looks annoyed.

He's one of the member in the board of director of HEHS.

He told me:

HEHS gave you this chance to study in this school when no one wanted you,

HEHS raised you up when you were no body,

HEHS even build a whole new six-form building,

waiting you to use it!

I doubt my self making that decision,

i felt horrible!

But in that very moment,

my mum refute my father,

using some stupid rules of HEHS to support me,

and i gain back my strength for making this decision!

Well, Teh Hooi Bin played an important role!

I told my father about her:

What i did, is forever wrong!

And, even things i had never done,

she claims that i did it!

My senior lost the hall key,

i was just trying to help out,

i dint even hold the key!

and at the end,

MY WRONG!

Not that i want a stupid post in form6,

but its so important for student when applying university!

And i am very sure, i wont get a proper post from HEHS drama club,

I DONT WANT TO WASTE MY TIME DOING JOB THAT IS NOT NECESSARY TO ME!

And for another two uniform-bodies,

i know that i will be holding AJK post for my form6,

because i had spend my entire high school life on drama!

You know, some time i doubt that whether i am right or not to spend all my time in drama!

Well, at least i can give a try to get higher post in MBS,

its whole new to me!

My father kept silence.

Finally i cant stand the silence any more.

Since he dint agree,

there's no use continue talking.

i stood up and told my father:

You are not giving me reply,

i dont want to talk about this any more!

i am going up.

Then, he agreed!

That moment, i realize that theres no turning back for me.

Thanks to Boon How, my friend who gave me impulse,

Teh Hooi Bin, who gave me reason,

and finally,

HEHS, because i am seeking forgiveness from this school.

Fight!

I was in a bad mode today,

feel like fighting!

Being polite dose not make me happy at all,

maybe i should change.

Some more, i really doubt that going back Heng Ee is the best choice for me.

Should i go back? or should i not?

I always wanted to be in a new environment, new friends, new way of being me.

Any ideas?

Contradictory Expectations

Birthday Lunch With My Sister

Well, last Thursday was my sister's birthday,

since i am with her in KL last Saturday,

i decided to treat her a birthday lunch in Mid Valley.

Shopping around there,

i found a beautiful corner,

its like a garden with sunny light shining through the windows,

a grand piano in the center of the garden,

and its a restaurant call The Garden.

without thinking, we marched into this beautiful restaurant.

Fish & Chip. its the cheapest i can get, RM19+

Spaghetti for my sister, she picked it her self, RM19, so kind to help me save my money. XD

Fresh watermelon and freeze peach, RM11 each

Wild mushroom soup, RM10++??

and a desert. i forgotten to take picture for it.

RM95 for two person,

is that expensive?

but i think its worth it.

Leaving To A New World

I am not out dated,

i'm moving forward in a different direction,

leaving the crowd in my past;

I will move forward,

and i will never walk back,

the past to me, is just a memory.

And years later, its just a shade,

nothing in the past is going to change me!

爱？

请你别误会，

我只爱上我自己，

我们还有段长长的距离，

而对你的关心只是纯粹而已。

选择

继续做工吗？

我开始爱上了公司，

开始与同事有了话题，

开始融入了这个世界，

可是。。。

我是否应该停止工作，

开始读书了呢？